Hello!
Lately, I've been surrounded by so much negativity in my life, I began thinking and decided that if I don't do something about it, nothing will ever change and all the negativity will continue to influence me and follow me throughout everything. Me and a "friend" per say, have been going through issues which is my main source of negativity, I decided that I just want to rid myself of the negativity in my life. I do realize that you can never completely rid negativity from life, but there definitely are many ways to deal with them, and what I did today is one. If anything if such a friendship has been causing you to really just think about everything and not make you happy, but the sole happiness of the other person, then this friendship is definitely not one that is healthy nor genuine. I had to learn that the hard way. I ignored the problem until eventually it blew up into something bigger than it needed to be. In the end people can not forced to be changed, and for them to continue to act as ridiculous as they do now, that is up to them. As long as you tried, that is all that matters because in the end, I suppose YOU are the bigger person and no matter how much you always initiate and is tired of being the first to start a confrontation, it almost seems as if nothing changed and if anything they lost someone to bring down with them. Sometimes it really is just necessary to just block out the sources of negativity and to just continue on living because we will always somehow face situations like this. It's almost inevitable really. For friendships to be genuine and last, both parties regardless of different preferences must be willing to put their heart into it. In the confrontation I had today, many things were called to me, in a confrontation I just don't feel that it's necessary to go to the extent of calling the other party such profane words. However that is what happened today, and although profanity is a form of expression, when trying to maturely confront an issue, does such language definitely does not need to be expressed. All in all, Ignorant people WILL be ignorant and choose to be ignorant no matter who tells them. If they themselves do not realize that the TRUE problem is within themselves, then their way of life will never change, and their negativity that comes from themselves will continue to haunt them.
Until next time,
